He did all these when he was away..

He says it is a "tic tac toe" wor, hahaha..!

Finally, he is back..
lol, actually he yesterday supposed to reach, then today morning come and wake me up de, but something cropped up at the airport over there, so he reached here arnd 5 lidat, but still alot earlier than expected.. haha

The first thing he gave me when we met was his journal, which he wrote over there daily without fail, his situation and feelings..

He even planned for our 2nd year anniversary le, yay!!! haha
I today finally get to rest on his shoulders and hold his hand le, finally... =)

我是幸福的。。！

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

I found these interesting pics.. hehe, they are my korean idol band -- SHINee --'s photos when they were younger.. All of them looked the same, cos the pics were taken like, only a few years back?

SHINee's cute leader: Onew

Some pple commented in youtube, asking why is he so matured, yet so adorable at the same time. He is the oldest ma, when he smiles, his eyes form into slits, lol.. What to do?..

SHINee's most well-liked boy: Taemin

I guess i know why so many girls out there are mad about him, cos he is really cute..!

SHINee's most gentleman and bashful boy: Minho

Always looking so quiet and obedient..

SHINee's vocalist cum rapper: Key

Haha, looks a bit like one of those young boys, 小混混!

SHINee's main vocalist: Jonghyun

I find him the same leh, not much difference, except his face longer and sharper ba..

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

This post is dedicated to my dear dear..

Dear, 7 more days left, how have u been leh..

I cant seem to get in touch with u, although u are in Burma, but it feels like u are in another dimension like that, very far away from me..

U told me that u will be visiting ur mum's village, but that was 3 days ago, till now u havent return from there.

I am still counting the days left till ur return. I wana celebrate when u come back, celebrate ur return as well as my successful signing up of the teaching bond, and most importantly, our this month's anniversary..

Bebe looks so lifeless nowdays, he either sleeps or eat, inactive. I cant really bring him out these days, cos my neck got abrasions, painful and red. I wanted to use photoshop to edit our pics tgt, but the programme cant be operated, duno why also.. However, i wana thank all my frens out there who survived with me thruout this days, they are willing to accompany me go out.

Things i did:

1) Went out with steph and si ting to west mall, had our gals' gossip

2) Went out with germain and ying hui, since we long time never meet le

3)Went out with si ting again, watched stupid movie, PG "Race to witch mountain", cos it was the only available early slot besides "Hotel for dogs". Si ting's bf forbidded her to watch, cos he wana watch wif her, lol

4) Went to MOE building to sign the documents, finally!!

5) Most probably will go out with ye hai zi ( yiyuan, doreen they all)..

Is the food over there ok for u?

Heard from u that time that it is very hot over there. Dun fall sick ok? Cut down on heaty food and drink more water..

I asked u to bring mopiko over is got purpose de wor, must use k? I dun wan u come back with "5 cents 10 cents", hahas..

Did the new dog provoke u? Be careful ok? Cos it duno u yet..

Lastly, did u miss me? Coz i do, really do, and a lot.. :'(

Memories..

Was viewing thru our pics, and i want to recall abit of memories and share with my frens what u done for me =)

He wrote this on his hand last year.. =D

He craved this out when he did pratical tat time.. Muackzz! 15th april '07 is the day we met

He "painted" out with his laptop.. thanks dear!

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

This few days have been raining, so does my tears.. It seems like he wun be able to come home soon liao, meaning i have to wait longer.

Im feeling so sad, i cant afford to keep calling him, but if i dun, he seldom email me as well.

Im feeling extremely down, down, down..
Today is our anniversary day by the way.. =(

** waiting under the rain **

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

Ahh!!! My msn got hacked, damn it..!

I clicked on one of the links my fren send me previously, and i entered into a webpage where i must key in email and password. I did as told, and after that i kept getting kicked out of msn, cos it said i have signed in on anoter computer. Not only that, my frens keep receiving weird links from me, after which i immediately go offline.

I found that i got hacked was today, when i tried signing in hotmail, and i entered my password wrongly, cos last nite i changed my password. Guess what, the server said that due to my too many attempts of logging in with password error, the account is temporarily unavailable, wa lao!!!! i only signed in once today leh! Then i realised, there must be someone trying to log in, but i changed my password le, so he can't log in.. that's why..

so i changed my email address le..

Pls!!! dun click on any links like that, ask ur fren first, pecially those send by ur frens, then they suddenly offline dat kind, beware..

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

Till now today, i havent heard from him at all.. He said he will miss call me when he wans me to call him, but he never leh.

I wonder how he is doing over there now, especially his feelings. Is he happy over there, or is he missing me?

Cos i really do miss him alot. At least over there, he has stuff to do, but i have nothing.

What to do?? Wait somemore lor...

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

Yay, finally i can contact him le.. Heard that his area often blackout, lol..



But, i am still waiting, with nothing much to occupy time. I really hope that tmr he can go find out if he is able to come home earlier than 2 weeks..



* Dear, i am waiting for you... *

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

I cried, i cried a lot today. It may sound silly that i would cry over small issue: he left for Burma le, for 2 weeks.. ya, 2 weeks only, what's there to cry rite? But seriously, we meet daily, we spent everything tgt. 15th this month is our 1 year 11 mth anniversary. We celebrate every month's annniversary without fail, this time without him by my side to come and wake me up in the morning, to make me laugh, to celebrate anniversary with me, all seem so out of place..

He talked to me all the way till he board the plane, where he was not allowed to switch the hp le. It seems like, no matter what we do, he still cant escape the fate of going back. Rmb in my prev post, i mentioned that the countdown is 3 days starting on Sunday, meaning tuesday he have to go back, for a month. But on Mon, he said he dun huf to go le, cos ticket is on waiting list, he dunno when he can leave and when he can come back singapore, all not confirmed. I was soooo glad! However, the next day he said he have to go back, cos the father is transferring hotel's ownership to him. But this time is shorter, is 2 weeks.

A miserable and long 2 weeks of waiting for him, hope that when he comes back there will be some good news..

** i miss u, dear **

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

I am so sad, i think i will depress for a few days..



He is leaving here soon, for Burma, for a month.



I hate this, why must he be a foreigner? Always has to leave me for somewhere.. He needs to go back to handle his family business, which is something to be happy abt, cos he is one step nearer to become the next family account holder; but i find it miserable as well. misery in me.. We spent everyday tgt, now he is leaving, and the day is so near, just next tuesday,10th march... So sudden la..!



Dear dear has activated his international roaming, so that he can call or msg me. Hopefully can contact hime after i download google talk.



Miserable, miserable days countdown: 3 days

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

Dear dear, me and his fren went to sakura at clementi woods today. As this was his fren 1st time in singapore, he dint noe what is buffet.. So, we told him, it means u can eat everything unlimited once u paid this price. He was so happy, that he told us, he since last nite never eat liao.

Upon reaching, when paying that time, he said he was so hungry that he could practically finish up the whole restaurant! Lol, 好大的口气 wor!

He did, really ate a lot. He went to take sushi, lots & lots of them, my bf asked him,"why u take so many? it is enough for 10 persons leh." He said he very hungry. Well, these hunger really cause him big, because after eating 5 different types of fruits, one pile of sushi (wich we couldn't finish, have to be cleared away), 4 glasses of drinks and more, he looked uncomfortable.

Dear oso noticed that he kept sweating in the cab, and when we reached lot1, he said he nid to go toilet. Diarrhoea? Vomit? i duno..

I was very happy to see my bf bringing his younger fren for a haircut at KIMAGE. Bert looked like some kind of host! haha..

Forgot to grab the pics for today from his fren. Will do so soon! =)

**dear.. why u nowdays leave so early?.. i miss u..**

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."

Today i went for tuition, dear dear told me that, from one the blocks here, we can actually see the aftermath caused by the vegetation fire few wks ago.. We were at bukit batok that time.

So i went up to the top floor with him, and saw, something which i had never see b4, a big area of black, burnt trees.

I remembered telling bert quite some time ago, that the golden leaves were very rare here, and it looks like autumn leaves. Later did it turned out that from afar actually, is something not so nice..

The pics are taken at bukit batok, opposite the polyclinic.

The leaves looked golden crisp when u actually see from ground level

Imagine the LIVE fire in action, the sight of it... Wow..

I wonder, those who were watching from their room windows, must have witnessed a threatening and huge fire flames devouring the once so green nature.

"Hope never stops,unless u stop hoping."